一个人哭，一个人笑。
一个人唱歌，一个人在跳。

狂欢，是一群人的孤独。
孤独，是一群人的狂欢。

人生如戏。

我又忘记自己是谁了。。

亲爱的自己，加油。
I hate myself I hate my life I hate everything.
But Im gonna b ok n gonna say it's ok.

It's ok if u hate me or dislike me or whatsoever..
Hate me? Jz leave me.
I dont fucking care.

Reluctant to do everything cz everything seems meaningless.
Y can't I move on?
Hw long will this last? M I gonna b ok??well I'm going to b fine.
Who is my most closest friend?? Who can read my heart?
Lol ......wake up myself.... Stop confusing yourself.
Hope today gonna b a better day. Though I know is hard.
Sleepless night. Or waking sleep.sleeping wake.

My best friend is u- my blog. I throw my feelings on u. I hide my feelings through u.

Through all this month. I've lost myself.

I have a VIP card with me but does it work anymore? Haha
Wake up myself. I'm jz so pathetic. Lol.
For every time I wana talk, I only can talk to u my blog.
No matter how much I mis u I'll keep it silently.

Be strong myself. No one gonna love u n care u. Mz stay strong, myself.

给针刺的痛，和被刀砍的痛，不比我内心的痛。
我不是鞭炮，不是发泄完就没事。
我只是原来的我，静静的我。

有些事情只能永远留在心底。
埋葬着。
会说话的眼睛也只能紧闭着。

我以为能够控制自己。能撑下去。再难走都不能倒。

. .... ... .. ....

Do u remember?

笑了，因为你永远不会知道。

有一种爱叫放手。
有一种爱是你快乐，所以我快乐。

我，什么都没有。
我，依旧是我，只不过我不能表露出来了。

痛到无法再痛。
人家说总有回弹的一天，三个月，半年，要么一年。要么。。我也不懂。
你问我过得怎么样，我会说还好。因为还能感觉到每一分每一秒的痛。

事情突然就了断了吗？
每个人的心中都有个问号。也许我是最固执最放不开的那个。
当每个人在前进，我却停留了。

发生过的无法改变。

你也不再需要我。

加油自己，不能垮。再痛都要撑。典型狮子座。

每次的冲动想你时，望着天，看着月。哭过并不好，但我依旧哭了。

无法忘记，未能放下。

有种伤痛酝酿愈旧愈痛。
痛的是爱着你无法和对方在一起的痛。看见你开心我也开心。

我，依然失败

Who m I.I don't even know myself anymore.
死亡能解决一切吗？不能。
我是谁？

A special day 11.11.11... U r my number one!
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh again. Waking up earli in de morning full of dots and wondering what's de
next step. It's seem easy but n yet so tough. Stoning everyday. Day
N night to me are de same... Every step is difficult n full of obstacles. Can u lead me de way
N give me some guidance? What's de best step?

I've lost myself my direction. I don't know what is happy, what is smile. My mind is blank eventhough
I'm working. I can't concentrate.sleeping wake, waking sleep.
Cry no tears. Speak no voice. Walk no step.

The routine repeating everyday. Please, lulu, do not KO. Do not collapse.

亲爱的自己，请你不能跨，不能倒。
自己，要加油。