早知道会有这一天
又何必苦苦追问
不属于你的 总要放手
紧握着痛
心中的空洞
谁能来补救
人生是一张白纸
我是哪画家 作家
可选择开心悲惨的主题
故事情节变化意外
虽没能自己掌控
但谁也主宰不了我风格
今天的我依旧寂寞空虚
因为我迷失了方向
活着不是为了等答案
而是在发问中长智慧
在紊乱中
走自己的反向
Monday, September 20, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
untitled.
a song by liang wen yin, i don't have to write bout my feelings,becuase the lyrics show everything.
不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我 沒有感受
看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同
我不是生氣 只是心痛
最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋 越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說 你會這麼做 是我的錯
哭過就好了 傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著 割捨
愛是為了擁抱 為了牽手
不是為了爭吵 為了調頭
哭過就好了 痛都會走的
記憶有限 所以它會淘汰 懷的
失眠聽歌 想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你 讓我長大了
越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或 手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方
不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我 沒有感受
看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同
我不是生氣 只是心痛
最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋 越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說 你會這麼做 是我的錯
哭過就好了 傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著 割捨
愛是為了擁抱 為了牽手
不是為了爭吵 為了調頭
哭過就好了 痛都會走的
記憶有限 所以它會淘汰 懷的
失眠聽歌 想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你 讓我長大了
越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或 手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
-bored-
chapter 1
yea, those are some small little pressiess i received during teacher's day.i like the lollipop the most because it's handmade, something money cant buy, which is something precious. when i asked my student if she made it on her own, she told me she did it with her mum..so lovely..!
chapter 2
argggh, my pimple haunted me for 2 weeks, though it subsided, bt i stil can c the marks rite there..is tht a mark or sth? stil have a pus in it? or?? i juz cant wait to bk ipoh for another facial..skin getting worse.guess wut, i've upgraded my sleeping time from 12am plus to 1am plus..fuck,,i should have slept by 12am. and look, the mark is jz right in the middle!!
yea, those are some small little pressiess i received during teacher's day.i like the lollipop the most because it's handmade, something money cant buy, which is something precious. when i asked my student if she made it on her own, she told me she did it with her mum..so lovely..!
chapter 2
argggh, my pimple haunted me for 2 weeks, though it subsided, bt i stil can c the marks rite there..is tht a mark or sth? stil have a pus in it? or?? i juz cant wait to bk ipoh for another facial..skin getting worse.guess wut, i've upgraded my sleeping time from 12am plus to 1am plus..fuck,,i should have slept by 12am. and look, the mark is jz right in the middle!!
Saturday, September 4, 2010
is september
a beginning of a month again. i m doing the same thing, typing the same tittle.same content. which is telling u guys tt this is a new month, time past reali reali fast.and i m stil the same old lulu. with not much changes bt stil a same old loser, having failure all the time.
jz came bk from a short getaway on 1st sept, n straight away head to work till today n continue with the rest of the dayss...the short break do keeep me fresh and relax a bit, bt nw resume bk to my robot lifes. though i feeel super duper fucking tired after working, i wil still meet up my frens for movies or jz chill out a while to destresss! (not everyday.)yea, juz finished watching the new movie by Drew Barrymore, -Going the distance.not bad for it..is about how a couple maintain a long distance relationship.hmm,i would say is pretty hard in reality.. well i m typing this in the late nite, n only left 5 hours to sleep..i wonder how a zombie go to teach tmr...arghhhh.
i felt something rite now, sth not good. the feeling no good. i mis my frens, especially faye, (after seeing her for few days). i mis the time hanging out with her, doing stuffs together n talking craps. i knwo i cant have a friend with me 24/7, even she wil nt do tht to her bf, so y me? bt i jz nid someone. i have many things with me, bt i m n contented. i nid warmth. something tht money cant buy. LOVE.CARE.WARMTH.LAUGHTER.HAPPINESS.
do people really changing every single little moment? do v nid to change to live better? or to have a better living? changes soemtimes can be scary. can be great. it depends on how v take it. it can be challenging n full with excitement, u dont knwo what is gonna happen next. well , always remember grab the chances and oppurtunity when u sense tht is the right moment. i m regret of what i've let go n let my precious chances slipped away. it's our time. u lost yr time, n time is precious...pls treasure wut u r having nw...always hav the gut to try n dont be afraid, even if fail, at least u try, and u hav no regretsss..! i believe life is stil wonderful, v create our palatte of lifes. i dont know what the future holds, bt i know who hold the futuress! is u, is me!
jz came bk from a short getaway on 1st sept, n straight away head to work till today n continue with the rest of the dayss...the short break do keeep me fresh and relax a bit, bt nw resume bk to my robot lifes. though i feeel super duper fucking tired after working, i wil still meet up my frens for movies or jz chill out a while to destresss! (not everyday.)yea, juz finished watching the new movie by Drew Barrymore, -Going the distance.not bad for it..is about how a couple maintain a long distance relationship.hmm,i would say is pretty hard in reality.. well i m typing this in the late nite, n only left 5 hours to sleep..i wonder how a zombie go to teach tmr...arghhhh.
i felt something rite now, sth not good. the feeling no good. i mis my frens, especially faye, (after seeing her for few days). i mis the time hanging out with her, doing stuffs together n talking craps. i knwo i cant have a friend with me 24/7, even she wil nt do tht to her bf, so y me? bt i jz nid someone. i have many things with me, bt i m n contented. i nid warmth. something tht money cant buy. LOVE.CARE.WARMTH.LAUGHTER.HAPPINESS.
do people really changing every single little moment? do v nid to change to live better? or to have a better living? changes soemtimes can be scary. can be great. it depends on how v take it. it can be challenging n full with excitement, u dont knwo what is gonna happen next. well , always remember grab the chances and oppurtunity when u sense tht is the right moment. i m regret of what i've let go n let my precious chances slipped away. it's our time. u lost yr time, n time is precious...pls treasure wut u r having nw...always hav the gut to try n dont be afraid, even if fail, at least u try, and u hav no regretsss..! i believe life is stil wonderful, v create our palatte of lifes. i dont know what the future holds, bt i know who hold the futuress! is u, is me!
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