早安你好！我告诉自己要起码睡6个小时，却只睡了4小时！又是早起的时候了！又有时间来blog一会儿！
有时真想自己是机器人，按一按钮，就能掌控自己的一举一动，也能遥控他人！我又活在我的机器人世界了!我不能喊停！人家说累了，该是时候放慢脚步，透透气在出发，而我知道时候还未到。。不能停。。。。会不会是我停下的时候就是我死去的时候呢？有句话说，in the long run, all is dead.这样辛苦干嘛 。。而我觉得我还能够在死之前做很多事啊。。
chapter 1
在youtube刚看完达人秀，看见了小小年纪的孩童表演，年纪迈老的也有，年龄无界限。。而每一位上台演出时都展现了最美的一刻，管他唱歌五音不全还是烂的惨不忍睹，或是没有才华，我看见最美的是他们的勇气。也看见最真挚的心。最感动的一刻是当看见有些参赛者悼念在天国的亲人时唱的歌，那股味道，那种眼神，蕴藏着无比的思念，叫人心酸！而不久之前，朋友的爸爸不幸去世了，我看见她的悲伤，也看见她如何慢慢走出悲伤，我看几了她的坚强。。而她告诉我放手是一种最美丽的幸福！
to b continueddd
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
morning
chapter 1
yes, i'm taking some steps and trying to make myself sleep earlier. and i found a good way,switch off my phone sharp at 12am and off the lightsss. ( bt sometimes jz cant kick off the habit and continue surfing withouht lights on, heeheee, this is the reason y my myopia is getting worst.) used to play with my phone every night before going to bed and thus dragging my time.. went to library borrow some books on time management and thought it might help..hmmm, maybe it helped a little?and i'm still haven't finished reading it...LOL..will update again and apply the method to c how can i improve myself in time management.
but i learnt somethingggg..
i really cannot give u the formula for success. but i can give u the formula for failure. it's this : try to please everyone.
i seriously raising hand n leg n agree with this statement! r u actually doing this??
sometimes have u ever feel hard to say NO to something?
just some thoughts to share to reject in a nice way....
1. i'd really like to bt i'm afraid i can't. u don't need excuses while saying NO
2. i can't do it bt i can ask someone to help u...
3. let me check my schedule before i giv u an answer.
4. i'll b glad to help bt make sure u........
5. (sounds a bit harsh) i don't think that would b the best use of my time.
heeheee what do u think?
waking up ard 6.45am and it really feels good, i guess i'm a morning person.bt in order to do this i mz hav enuff sleep (perhaps 7 hrs a day for me)? the best thing of waking up early is at least i can spend time blogging, YOUTUBE-ing...which i find these 2 activities are actually quite time consuming..or WASTING? (maybe)....
chapter 2
我刚发现新大陆！不小心之下，“认识”了韦礼安。。。。他是谁？歌手嘛。。。对，无意中听过了他的歌。这首“慢慢等”，让我开始搜索他别的歌曲。还算是新人吧，没有成熟的歌声，当然不能与张学友，陈奕迅相比，但就是喜欢他的风格。尤其是他那轻快的吉他旋律。。我又想学吉他了。。。哈哈（有时间才说吧！）
第一次听见他这首歌。。
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ＳＨＵＴ ＵＰ ＡＮＤ ＥＮＪＯＹ ＴＨＥ ＭＵＳＩＣ！
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chapter 3
变？改变是好事还是坏事？
以前不喜欢听张惠妹的歌，可是最近爱上了。
一成不变好吗？某些事，某些人，某些时候，都会变。因为我长大了。
我长高了。我长皱纹了。我也变了。
来听听阿妹的掉了吧！
something to share.
not everthing u face can b changed bt everthing u change mz first b faced.
if i change my thinking, i'll change my feelings.
if i change my feelings, i'll change my actions,
if i change my actions, i'll change my life.
chapter 4
my another lousy video...
have a good day to myself.
yes, i'm taking some steps and trying to make myself sleep earlier. and i found a good way,switch off my phone sharp at 12am and off the lightsss. ( bt sometimes jz cant kick off the habit and continue surfing withouht lights on, heeheee, this is the reason y my myopia is getting worst.) used to play with my phone every night before going to bed and thus dragging my time.. went to library borrow some books on time management and thought it might help..hmmm, maybe it helped a little?and i'm still haven't finished reading it...LOL..will update again and apply the method to c how can i improve myself in time management.
but i learnt somethingggg..
i really cannot give u the formula for success. but i can give u the formula for failure. it's this : try to please everyone.
i seriously raising hand n leg n agree with this statement! r u actually doing this??
sometimes have u ever feel hard to say NO to something?
just some thoughts to share to reject in a nice way....
1. i'd really like to bt i'm afraid i can't. u don't need excuses while saying NO
2. i can't do it bt i can ask someone to help u...
3. let me check my schedule before i giv u an answer.
4. i'll b glad to help bt make sure u........
5. (sounds a bit harsh) i don't think that would b the best use of my time.
heeheee what do u think?
waking up ard 6.45am and it really feels good, i guess i'm a morning person.bt in order to do this i mz hav enuff sleep (perhaps 7 hrs a day for me)? the best thing of waking up early is at least i can spend time blogging, YOUTUBE-ing...which i find these 2 activities are actually quite time consuming..or WASTING? (maybe)....
chapter 2
我刚发现新大陆！不小心之下，“认识”了韦礼安。。。。他是谁？歌手嘛。。。对，无意中听过了他的歌。这首“慢慢等”，让我开始搜索他别的歌曲。还算是新人吧，没有成熟的歌声，当然不能与张学友，陈奕迅相比，但就是喜欢他的风格。尤其是他那轻快的吉他旋律。。我又想学吉他了。。。哈哈（有时间才说吧！）
第一次听见他这首歌。。
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ஜ۩۞۩ஜ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
ＳＨＵＴ ＵＰ ＡＮＤ ＥＮＪＯＹ ＴＨＥ ＭＵＳＩＣ！
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ஜ۩۞۩ஜ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
chapter 3
变？改变是好事还是坏事？
以前不喜欢听张惠妹的歌，可是最近爱上了。
一成不变好吗？某些事，某些人，某些时候，都会变。因为我长大了。
我长高了。我长皱纹了。我也变了。
来听听阿妹的掉了吧！
something to share.
not everthing u face can b changed bt everthing u change mz first b faced.
if i change my thinking, i'll change my feelings.
if i change my feelings, i'll change my actions,
if i change my actions, i'll change my life.
chapter 4
my another lousy video...
have a good day to myself.
Friday, September 9, 2011
first post in september
chapter 1
累了睏了却不想入睡
痛了哭了醒了依然还能像昨天吗
每一句问候都是真心
也希望你能过得好一点
似有似无的感觉 不实在 不真实
拥有过却好像没有得到过
失去过遗忘过却又好像回来过
夜深人静时我总是一个人过
不是两个人在一起就是幸福
不是在一起就代表快乐
你庆幸我在你生命留下笔迹
还是希望我从未出现过？
我听着张学友，陈奕迅的歌，配上林夕的一流歌词，每一字都很贴切，是你的感受，还是我的呢？
chapter 2
我真的好累，这整个星期都要一早出门补课，上课，教课。又是老师，又是学生，每天种种角色都让人累透了。时间颠倒，乱七八糟依然保持原状，不是不要改变，而是环境所逼。。。新的课程，新的导师。。又是新学期要忙的事了。超爱上marketing这一堂课。不知是lecturer有趣，还是module有趣，也许两样皆重要吧。就是爱上了这一堂课，也让我更了解身为一位导师该具备的条件。我想我需要像他学习，多多改进。一位好老师，能改变一个人，他的学生。我希望我每一个学生上完我的课，是期待下一堂课的到来，而不是皱眉头上我的课，急着回家，或是被强逼来的。。我自问不是好老师，所以总想赶紧辞职，未免教坏下一代。为什么我不尝试再做好一点，而是辞职呢？我根本就不喜欢我在做的工作呀！再用心，再费尽心，也只有那么一点。。
chapter 3
时间过得真的很快，也许生活太充实了吧，忙得团团转，又9月了，又是凌晨12.44，才吃过晚餐，冲完凉，才blog一下，又是时候睡觉了。报纸叠得高高的没有时间读，iphone的apps for news也没时间看。我才领着微薄的薪水，却比亿万富翁还要忙！讽刺！妹妹早就睡了，想开着灯，但又不能。。我也和妹妹约定若我迟睡将被罚钱。。你看，我还不是照旧！扭伤脚，膝盖又风湿痛！我真的老了！跌倒擦伤的伤口久久还未复原。新陈代谢变慢了。。瘀青也迟迟未散。。眼袋眼圈。。你提出来的，我都有。。变得如此烂透！酗酒，熬夜，我是要如此颓废吗？i'm ruining my life since dunnnooo whenn...
i am feeling sick and i have to force myself to sleep...had not been sleeping soundly for quite some time..wishing myself can have a good night rest.
good night to myself.
i love myself. :)
累了睏了却不想入睡
痛了哭了醒了依然还能像昨天吗
每一句问候都是真心
也希望你能过得好一点
似有似无的感觉 不实在 不真实
拥有过却好像没有得到过
失去过遗忘过却又好像回来过
夜深人静时我总是一个人过
不是两个人在一起就是幸福
不是在一起就代表快乐
你庆幸我在你生命留下笔迹
还是希望我从未出现过？
我听着张学友，陈奕迅的歌，配上林夕的一流歌词，每一字都很贴切，是你的感受，还是我的呢？
chapter 2
我真的好累，这整个星期都要一早出门补课，上课，教课。又是老师，又是学生，每天种种角色都让人累透了。时间颠倒，乱七八糟依然保持原状，不是不要改变，而是环境所逼。。。新的课程，新的导师。。又是新学期要忙的事了。超爱上marketing这一堂课。不知是lecturer有趣，还是module有趣，也许两样皆重要吧。就是爱上了这一堂课，也让我更了解身为一位导师该具备的条件。我想我需要像他学习，多多改进。一位好老师，能改变一个人，他的学生。我希望我每一个学生上完我的课，是期待下一堂课的到来，而不是皱眉头上我的课，急着回家，或是被强逼来的。。我自问不是好老师，所以总想赶紧辞职，未免教坏下一代。为什么我不尝试再做好一点，而是辞职呢？我根本就不喜欢我在做的工作呀！再用心，再费尽心，也只有那么一点。。
chapter 3
时间过得真的很快，也许生活太充实了吧，忙得团团转，又9月了，又是凌晨12.44，才吃过晚餐，冲完凉，才blog一下，又是时候睡觉了。报纸叠得高高的没有时间读，iphone的apps for news也没时间看。我才领着微薄的薪水，却比亿万富翁还要忙！讽刺！妹妹早就睡了，想开着灯，但又不能。。我也和妹妹约定若我迟睡将被罚钱。。你看，我还不是照旧！扭伤脚，膝盖又风湿痛！我真的老了！跌倒擦伤的伤口久久还未复原。新陈代谢变慢了。。瘀青也迟迟未散。。眼袋眼圈。。你提出来的，我都有。。变得如此烂透！酗酒，熬夜，我是要如此颓废吗？i'm ruining my life since dunnnooo whenn...
i am feeling sick and i have to force myself to sleep...had not been sleeping soundly for quite some time..wishing myself can have a good night rest.
good night to myself.
i love myself. :)
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