Exhausted.

I am feeling so damn tired after long hours of working. I should say i hate the travel journey from one place to another. It takes me an hour to reach a student's place. And from there, it takes another hour to another student's place again..so it's repeating over and over again..TIRING.no choice,I need the $, so have to bear with it. When only i can stay away from this lifes? earning big money and stay home enjoying? *daydreaming again.sigh.Is better to teach in music school rather than private student.*teaching private student can earn more.

I have listed a few things to be done by this week, bt seems unsuccessful. I am giving myself too many lame excuses and just keep delaying it..Who to blame? Just can't focus and pay full attention on ONE particular things, is either i keep myself busy with multi-tasking or distracted by the so called ADDicTION facebook games..
THINGS to do (by tomorrow)
-buy travel insurance
-practice piano
-play with my new polaroid camera (figure out the instructions on how to use)
-pack my luggage for trip on sunday
-read all the newspaper from yesterday
-call mum informing her bout the japanese canned food

Hoping that by writing down, i will complete my task...*cross finger!

Feeling..

Hi, good morning. finally i had completed the layout for my blog. It's quite tough as I'm not good in editing stuffs and not familiar with those so called html, css and so on. It took me 2 days to read and understand *doubt if can really understand*, so by doing some copy and paste, and some FAQ in the blogskin forum, I came to realize that this's not an easy task. To my surprise, all those webbie blogskin designers are so young, around 15-19 agesss..Suddenly feel so ashamed and outdated..

Feeling so happy because my papa and sisters came back from China. The home will soon filled with noises and laughter again. As they went to mainly outskirt in China for nice scenery, so not much shopping done. They had bought some unique souvenirs which i really like it so much..picture shown as aboveee..*just for sharing* ^.^

谈自信

自信的人很快乐，因为他们的快乐，不是来自于别人的眼光，而是发自内心，找到自我价值的快乐。可是要怎么做到自信呢？自信不是天生的，不是三言两语就能实现的，而是训练出来的。
自信并不是自我欺骗。有的人主张，每天对着镜子说我很美，久而久之就能培养出对自己长相的自信。我倒不同意这自我催眠作法。这就像叫一个身高不高的人喊高，或是要胖的人不断喊瘦一样。人们不会因此长高或变瘦，反而会给人一个很突兀的感觉。切记，自信不是欺骗别人。

自信不是目中无人，认为天下只有我是对的。遇到意见分歧时，应虚心接受对方的想法，让真理更为清楚。而不是陷入在“你错我对”的争论中。
没有自信的人，常会藉由攻击别人来掩盖自己心中的心虚，以为成功击倒别人自己就是那充满自信的胜利者，这真可笑！

一个隐藏自己缺陷的人是没有自信的；而一个公开嘲笑自己缺陷的人，则是一种自信的表现。因为他已经在某个地方找到了人生的价值。快乐的自信在于找到自身的价值。你找到了自己的价值了吗？

而我也在每走一段路，不停地寻找不同的东西。。。人生或许也是一样，有的可能走到终点还找不到丝毫线索；有的很可能永远停留在原点；然而重生点往往就在一念之差与我们擦身而过。这其实就在乎于我们何时醒觉，何时看清而已！

回家了。

总算回到家了。看见两只宝贝狗，所有烦恼都抛得远远去了。
我在想，当狗的滋味如何呢？它的脑袋又多大？能记得多少事？除了吃，就是睡，再不然就被家人溺爱着，好幸福哦！

开始觉得人长大了，问题也随着增加。背着很多负担，你会开始觉得好累，好重！其实也在乎个人的问题吧。一个人如何面对难题，要看本身在什么环境长大。因为长期受保护着，当独自在外创时难免会畏惧，因为是时候看见真实的社会有多残酷。工作了整四年，开始想改变了。同学都在享受大学生涯时，我已踏入上班族领域了。每天重复着同样的生活规律，感觉好像机器一样，上班拿薪赚钱。。这就是人的生活吗？为什么我还是觉得欠缺了些事，却又形容不出哪是什么？或许是满足感吧！我并不很喜欢现在这份工作，是我进错行业，还是我没全心投入呢？不喜欢又怎能投入？妈妈常对我说，人就是这样，喜欢的未必是最好的，只要能赚钱就不会被淘汰，不被人看扁。。这是什么道理？我倒不同意。我相信总有一天我能找到答案。

不停地寻觅着，探索着，反复问着同样的问题，我到底喜欢什么？
喜欢的事物并非像餐厅的菜单一样，排成一列任君挑选。它可能隐藏在电视画面中或书中的文字里；或者某人的话当中，在突然之间吸引了你的注意。但不必为找不到而失望，因为不是找不到，而是还没有找到而已！千万不可放弃寻找。因为不去寻找，当你碰到它的时候就无法察觉这就是自己喜欢的东西了。所以心中惦记着要寻找自己喜欢的事物，再来就是保持着好奇心，有朝一日一定能找到的！