is september

a beginning of a month again. i m doing the same thing, typing the same tittle.same content. which is telling u guys tt this is a new month, time past reali reali fast.and i m stil the same old lulu. with not much changes bt stil a same old loser, having failure all the time.

jz came bk from a short getaway on 1st sept, n straight away head to work till today n continue with the rest of the dayss...the short break do keeep me fresh and relax a bit, bt nw resume bk to my robot lifes. though i feeel super duper fucking tired after working, i wil still meet up my frens for movies or jz chill out a while to destresss! (not everyday.)yea, juz finished watching the new movie by Drew Barrymore, -Going the distance.not bad for it..is about how a couple maintain a long distance relationship.hmm,i would say is pretty hard in reality.. well i m typing this in the late nite, n only left 5 hours to sleep..i wonder how a zombie go to teach tmr...arghhhh.

i felt something rite now, sth not good. the feeling no good. i mis my frens, especially faye, (after seeing her for few days). i mis the time hanging out with her, doing stuffs together n talking craps. i knwo i cant have a friend with me 24/7, even she wil nt do tht to her bf, so y me? bt i jz nid someone. i have many things with me, bt i m n contented. i nid warmth. something tht money cant buy. LOVE.CARE.WARMTH.LAUGHTER.HAPPINESS.

do people really changing every single little moment? do v nid to change to live better? or to have a better living? changes soemtimes can be scary. can be great. it depends on how v take it. it can be challenging n full with excitement, u dont knwo what is gonna happen next. well , always remember grab the chances and oppurtunity when u sense tht is the right moment. i m regret of what i've let go n let my precious chances slipped away. it's our time. u lost yr time, n time is precious...pls treasure wut u r having nw...always hav the gut to try n dont be afraid, even if fail, at least u try, and u hav no regretsss..! i believe life is stil wonderful, v create our palatte of lifes. i dont know what the future holds, bt i know who hold the futuress! is u, is me!