A special day 11.11.11... U r my number one!
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh again. Waking up earli in de morning full of dots and wondering what's de
next step. It's seem easy but n yet so tough. Stoning everyday. Day
N night to me are de same... Every step is difficult n full of obstacles. Can u lead me de way
N give me some guidance? What's de best step?

I've lost myself my direction. I don't know what is happy, what is smile. My mind is blank eventhough
I'm working. I can't concentrate.sleeping wake, waking sleep.
Cry no tears. Speak no voice. Walk no step.

The routine repeating everyday. Please, lulu, do not KO. Do not collapse.