OKTOBER

chapter 1
this month gonna be a really busy month for me. that's why now only have time to log in and start a new post for october.y? hmm i have no idea why too, maybe because of procastination..seems that i still have a lotsa things haven't completed. and this month is OKTOBER! OKTOBERFEST! my favourite german sausages. and BEER....all sorts of promotion is going on nw. haven't been out for clubbing or party-ing for such a long time (need to save money, i hate to pay those high taxi fares, minimun $20 bucks n above), just cannot imagine if i go out every weekend ,gonna end up pennilessss! gonna use this OKTOBERFEST as an excuse to escape from my busy n yet dull lifes, let's start the partyyyyy!

chapter 2
2.10.10 finally had the chance to watch the Cookin' Nanta from korea. who are they? go google and search if u dunno them, just a group of 5 making "noises"..haha, it was incredibly good! couldn't take any pictures and recording.bt...shhhhh, just managed to snap one, and it was only the stage..hahaha, and you can hear from the other side saying "NO TAKING PICTURES"..........zzzz.



after the session, i brought my sis to a new place ( a nice and quite place to take pictures).it's the basement at orchard central, i just discovered it nt long ago..a cosy place and just suitable for CAMWHORE like us.and here we are.....





chapter 3
3.10.10 my bestie, faye..happened to drop by sg for few hours before returning to perth.went airport to pick her ard 11pm and straight away headed to geylang for supper. our favourite supper.FROG PORRIDEGE.there were many stalls and shops selling frogs, bt i brought her to the quite famous ones at Lorong 9..hmmm, (the place was a little dirty, and a little smelly..)pls imagine LORONG.后巷 couldn't be that clean eventhough is in Singapore.and while we were walking from one lorong to another,you can only see most of them are guys.UNCLEss.and there were some bangla looked at us as if we're hoookerssssss. oh no.walked really fast, holding hands and finally settled down and enjoyed the juicy frog! ^.^, too bad we did not take any pictures while busy eating, bt got a few narcisist photos while she sneaked in my place..SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh.



as can c from the picture, my pimple mark stil right in the middle! whopsss that was 2 months already! how to get rid??my colleague thought i become an indian and went to paste something there..i guess i should just decorate it by drawing a flower.lol :>

chapter 4
emo level for this month-very low, since 1st oct till now,hehe. maybe i keep myself busy, bt i must make sure i do not busy for nothing, doing things unnecessary. recently just get a new student, well actuali is my friend, teaching him for free,(so whenever i free, will giv him a last minute call and come to my place,hehe) as i know he likes pop music a lot( which i am not very good at it), will try my best to help him. as i always wanted to know more bout pop too, i will go to pop school and learn contemporary music, hope by learning i'll be able to teach him more as well. the best way to learn is , U LEARN AND U TEACH.

又一天

早知道会有这一天
又何必苦苦追问
不属于你的 总要放手
紧握着痛
心中的空洞
谁能来补救

人生是一张白纸
我是哪画家 作家
可选择开心悲惨的主题
故事情节变化意外
虽没能自己掌控
但谁也主宰不了我风格

今天的我依旧寂寞空虚
因为我迷失了方向
活着不是为了等答案
而是在发问中长智慧
在紊乱中
走自己的反向

untitled.

a song by liang wen yin, i don't have to write bout my feelings,becuase the lyrics show everything.

不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我　沒有感受
看你微妙的變化　慢慢不同
我不是生氣　只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說　你會這麼做　是我的錯

哭過就好了　傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著　割捨
愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手
不是為了爭吵　為了調頭

哭過就好了　痛都會走的
記憶有限　所以它會淘汰　懷的
失眠聽歌　想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你　讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或　手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

淘汰- 陳奕迅

i really like the way jay compose songsss! awesome!

-bored-

chapter 1


yea, those are some small little pressiess i received during teacher's day.i like the lollipop the most because it's handmade, something money cant buy, which is something precious. when i asked my student if she made it on her own, she told me she did it with her mum..so lovely..!

chapter 2

argggh, my pimple haunted me for 2 weeks, though it subsided, bt i stil can c the marks rite there..is tht a mark or sth? stil have a pus in it? or?? i juz cant wait to bk ipoh for another facial..skin getting worse.guess wut, i've upgraded my sleeping time from 12am plus to 1am plus..fuck,,i should have slept by 12am. and look, the mark is jz right in the middle!!

is september

a beginning of a month again. i m doing the same thing, typing the same tittle.same content. which is telling u guys tt this is a new month, time past reali reali fast.and i m stil the same old lulu. with not much changes bt stil a same old loser, having failure all the time.

jz came bk from a short getaway on 1st sept, n straight away head to work till today n continue with the rest of the dayss...the short break do keeep me fresh and relax a bit, bt nw resume bk to my robot lifes. though i feeel super duper fucking tired after working, i wil still meet up my frens for movies or jz chill out a while to destresss! (not everyday.)yea, juz finished watching the new movie by Drew Barrymore, -Going the distance.not bad for it..is about how a couple maintain a long distance relationship.hmm,i would say is pretty hard in reality.. well i m typing this in the late nite, n only left 5 hours to sleep..i wonder how a zombie go to teach tmr...arghhhh.

i felt something rite now, sth not good. the feeling no good. i mis my frens, especially faye, (after seeing her for few days). i mis the time hanging out with her, doing stuffs together n talking craps. i knwo i cant have a friend with me 24/7, even she wil nt do tht to her bf, so y me? bt i jz nid someone. i have many things with me, bt i m n contented. i nid warmth. something tht money cant buy. LOVE.CARE.WARMTH.LAUGHTER.HAPPINESS.

do people really changing every single little moment? do v nid to change to live better? or to have a better living? changes soemtimes can be scary. can be great. it depends on how v take it. it can be challenging n full with excitement, u dont knwo what is gonna happen next. well , always remember grab the chances and oppurtunity when u sense tht is the right moment. i m regret of what i've let go n let my precious chances slipped away. it's our time. u lost yr time, n time is precious...pls treasure wut u r having nw...always hav the gut to try n dont be afraid, even if fail, at least u try, and u hav no regretsss..! i believe life is stil wonderful, v create our palatte of lifes. i dont know what the future holds, bt i know who hold the futuress! is u, is me!

EMO-ing

JAY's songs made me EMO again..such an emo freak..had spent 3 hours listening to his songs. i would'nt said that's a waste of time, indeed i felt a lot relief and good cuz i don't need to rush to work like hell..i love this song so much.

especially the lyrics go "after saying goodbye and will never meet again", i wonder will this happen to me too?? liking someone bt trying to convince myself not to? arghh.. letting go but feel so wana together deeply in my heart...be tough lulu!





i will be missing u silently...