3月份的最后一天！

home sweet home! back to my home,surrouded by my dogs..meeting up friends.nothing could be better than this, enjoying the art of doing nothing! no works, no rushing here and there, that's what i called R-E-S-T. perhaps jut an excuse for procastination. i shouldn't had rest again as i just came back from my holiday! the shop-till-you-drop Hong Kong trip!! muahahaa..didn't really spent a bomb there but the shopping part was fantastic! so basically, my daily routine while resting is, waking up in the morning, singing K. there is this karaoke set in my home (my sis is the future singer..wuahahaha) hmmm pity the neighbourss, arouse by my sweeet voice! then will be freee for the whole day. driving my car, be my sis's driver..hmm..aren't i suppose to study for my exam？what's the point to bring back my text book?

alright, i am going to start my revision later. *cross finger*!!!

isn't it weird that i'm typing in english?? yes forcing myself to do that, so that i won't forget this language! english. yup, nowadays we hadrly speak or write proper english. what we are using are merely Singlish or Manglish. it seems that is the trend already. even blacks n whites use their short form, internet words too...you have to catch up with the latest trendy words orelse you will be way outdated! i have to spend time googling internet words which i take so long to understand, like ROFL..hahaah..and there are actually a long list of these 20th century words! really OMG!! though mine are not good english, but at least i am trying hard to do my part well. my exam is coming soon, and is just another week to go! god damn it. is english paper. have to write essay, do summary!!!! hmmm, what a task！learning language is fun, but applying it will be something different! but practices make perfect! even if is not perfect, it will still be better ( i guess) as long as it will not go practices make worst...-.-" blogging is part of my procastination....shooooo, better stop here, and continue someday when i'm emo...kekeeke.

randomly..

chapter 1
不要问我是一个怎样的人，因为我也不了解自己！我就是哪种心情起伏大起大落的人！有时你还真以为我从疯人院释放出来的呢!认真起来，野蛮霸道起来，放纵任性时，你恨不得想把我掐死！心情容易被环境渲染！看见你笑，我未必会笑；但看见你哭，我一定比你哭得还厉害！最讨厌看感人流泪伤感的电影，因为不喜欢酸溜溜的心情！

好友来信息说她在emo-ing。哭了好久，虽然不知道真正原因，但我想她心情一定很不好受，也许压力很大吧！你离我太远了，要不然我会陪你一起哭，紧抱着你，再带你去吃吃吃。。hehe..EMO!什么叫emo?时不时都会有人说我在emo..这词汇已越来越普遍了，我也常用，管它真正的意思！对我来说，就是闹情绪！情感线交错了，犹如“搭错电线”的感觉，整个脑子stuck.什么也不想做，不愿想！ 除了宁静能让我好过，最近发现相反的“吵闹”也能让心情好起来！我指的是沉醉在大声，吵闹，好的音乐里！music really heal ones soul..

chapter 2
在fb里看了候佩岑与鲁豫有约的片段，说到“人生其实只不过是一个过程”，对！我很赞同！每一分每一秒，都只不过是过程。你空空手来到这世界，也将空空手离开。所谓名句后半句“我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩”！人生很奥妙，我们无法知道自己的寿命，不知何时会飞来横祸，你我根本无法预测。所以，珍惜眼前的一切，不管是开心的，难过的，悲欢离合，爱或仇恨，都要珍惜！因为我们还活着，还有生命去感受这一切。即时你有千万身家，是个鼎鼎有名的大人物，还是无名小卒，倘若你一死了，什么也不在重要了！
如果在世的每人只想着要开开心心，哪反而它的生命就没那么精彩了！当我们身在逆境时，就是这时刻让我们看见自己最弱的一面。你害怕的，不想面对的，束手无策的。。。你会停留在哪里还是继续前进呢？

chapter 3
死。你怕吗？我怕。但并不代表我每天都要担心几时会死啊。可是对一个癌症病患者来说，如果得知自己的寿命只有短短几个月，哪又是怎样的心情呢？没有一个人想面对，也没有人会想为自己的生命倒数。但是如果明白了生老病死只是一个过程，不要太偏于执著，面对它，反而活得更好。说当然比做容易，可是说的都是事实。要有勇气去面对很艰难，但这就是人生嘛。有些人英年早逝，或突然暴毙，或是更不幸的遇上天灾人祸，哪只有接受命运了。任命不代表低头，每件事的发生都有原因，就如佛学说的因果循环。或许前世的因，带来今世的果。因为我深切相信轮回与报应。
婆婆今年迈进90岁了，因为曾经给算命师批命，说她寿命大概90，所以她每天都很害怕，怕自己时日无多。这一切确实让人看了很心疼。我觉得婆婆的心不好受，也不会快乐，因为她放不下。如果持着这么一颗心继续前进，哪怕每天郁郁寡欢。。蔽出病来！我知道没有人能长命百岁，我只希望她能坦然地面对人生，在还未为生命花上句点时能开开心心渡过每一天!

1st or march

omg....i had not signed in for a month and there was no post in february! and now it's march!
what had i been doing lately? sleeping late! doing unnecessary stuffs?

时间总是不知不觉流逝。。来检讨上个月是否白过了呢？嗯。。因为农历新年嘛，而且２月只有２８天！加上大概忙着赶ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ及复习吧！应该不算白过。。终于完了，现在在等４月份的考试！这段时期该好好放轻松，旅行回来再来冲！对，我要去玩了！太久没出走，感觉不自在！哈哈！原本想去台湾，但跟团出发的团费太贵了，最后还是改了地点，自助去香港吧，ｉｓ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｈｏｐｐｐｉｎｇ！

两个礼拜前买了ｉｐｈｏｎｅ４，才发觉前所未有的，超棒的ａｐｐｓ，实在太方便了。一向来都是“电子”（ｅｌｅｃｔｒｏｎｉｃｄｅｖｉｃｅｓ）白痴，创祸的机会陆续有来！


我的ｉｐｈｏｎｅ！




最近很多同学都毕业了，是时候踏入社会工作，而我恰好相反。。开始为我的画纸展开起点了，我不知道终点在哪，该怎样去完成我幅画，但第一步已开始了，将要走的路再难，也该走下去！