Tuesday, June 22, 2010

untitled.

waking up early in the morning again! have a real bad sore throat + headache nw..and tonight i'm gonna go buffet dinner..how can i enjoy foood with this kind of condition? didn't have a good sleep last night, almost waking up every hour..what's going wrong?

hmmm, are you a perfectionist? do you demand highly on everything and not easily contented? *silence*, i guess i am, i used to be, and i wish i will not continue to behave this way. sometimes i feel like not doing anything is so much better than doing things and yet failing. why? no room for mistakes?i'm easily vulnerable to the opinions of others.sensitive to what others think of me.will strive to be perfect to avoid "harsh" criticisms. this is not a good thing. y can't i just take things easily?

good enough is just not good enough. mum always say that i set unnecessary high goals for myself and thus making myself so stress.yea, failure to me is just what it is, the inability to make something better of myself. but i understand through mistakes, one will learn and grow and gain more.y am i taking mistakes as such a big horror!!! with this kind of attitude, i guess i will be failing more! i am my own heaven and hell.. WAKE UP,LULU LOH!!

1 comment:

  1. sometimes u need to fall then only u'll realize and learn something..im not a perfectionist,i jus wanna be myself and be happy,thats all it matters..failure is not just about disappointment,it is also the motivator to let u become better,it encourages u to get back up from where u fell..BE OPTIMISTIC my dear,things aren't as bad as u think..

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