一个人哭，一个人笑。
一个人唱歌，一个人在跳。
狂欢，是一群人的孤独。
孤独，是一群人的狂欢。
人生如戏。
我又忘记自己是谁了。。
亲爱的自己，加油。
I hate myself I hate my life I hate everything.
But Im gonna b ok n gonna say it's ok.
It's ok if u hate me or dislike me or whatsoever..
Hate me? Jz leave me.
I dont fucking care.
Monday, December 26, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Reluctant to do everything cz everything seems meaningless.
Y can't I move on?
Hw long will this last? M I gonna b ok??well I'm going to b fine.
Who is my most closest friend?? Who can read my heart?
Lol ......wake up myself.... Stop confusing yourself.
Hope today gonna b a better day. Though I know is hard.
Sleepless night. Or waking sleep.sleeping wake.
My best friend is u- my blog. I throw my feelings on u. I hide my feelings through u.
Through all this month. I've lost myself.
I have a VIP card with me but does it work anymore? Haha
Wake up myself. I'm jz so pathetic. Lol.
For every time I wana talk, I only can talk to u my blog.
No matter how much I mis u I'll keep it silently.
Be strong myself. No one gonna love u n care u. Mz stay strong, myself.
Y can't I move on?
Hw long will this last? M I gonna b ok??well I'm going to b fine.
Who is my most closest friend?? Who can read my heart?
Lol ......wake up myself.... Stop confusing yourself.
Hope today gonna b a better day. Though I know is hard.
Sleepless night. Or waking sleep.sleeping wake.
My best friend is u- my blog. I throw my feelings on u. I hide my feelings through u.
Through all this month. I've lost myself.
I have a VIP card with me but does it work anymore? Haha
Wake up myself. I'm jz so pathetic. Lol.
For every time I wana talk, I only can talk to u my blog.
No matter how much I mis u I'll keep it silently.
Be strong myself. No one gonna love u n care u. Mz stay strong, myself.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
A special day 11.11.11... U r my number one!
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh again. Waking up earli in de morning full of dots and wondering what's de
next step. It's seem easy but n yet so tough. Stoning everyday. Day
N night to me are de same... Every step is difficult n full of obstacles. Can u lead me de way
N give me some guidance? What's de best step?
I've lost myself my direction. I don't know what is happy, what is smile. My mind is blank eventhough
I'm working. I can't concentrate.sleeping wake, waking sleep.
Cry no tears. Speak no voice. Walk no step.
The routine repeating everyday. Please, lulu, do not KO. Do not collapse.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh again. Waking up earli in de morning full of dots and wondering what's de
next step. It's seem easy but n yet so tough. Stoning everyday. Day
N night to me are de same... Every step is difficult n full of obstacles. Can u lead me de way
N give me some guidance? What's de best step?
I've lost myself my direction. I don't know what is happy, what is smile. My mind is blank eventhough
I'm working. I can't concentrate.sleeping wake, waking sleep.
Cry no tears. Speak no voice. Walk no step.
The routine repeating everyday. Please, lulu, do not KO. Do not collapse.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Live at this very moment. Live at present. Love yourself. Love everyone around u.
I don't know how people look at me and think about me.
Perhaps they dislike me n they hate me.
But i really can't do anything more.
As I always said the best speech is silence.
I had seen too much in this month. And my heart aching everyday.
I know life goes on n I need to move on.
Families and friends are the one supporting me.
If things are fated to happen, it bound to happen.
Please stay strong everyone.
I always love to ask If... But I know there is no if in my life.
Skipping this IF. Live at this moment. I need to love myself to love others.
The most complicated things in world can b a relationship.
We human complicate things.
But it actually starts from the simplest form of love,
That I really call it true love.
-the never ending moon languages-
生命无法重来。机会不是每次都有。每一件事情的发生，不管是好的坏的，都是人生宝贵的一刻。
发生过的，并不能改变。因为时间不会逆转。
未能忘记，不能放下，无法接受。只能让时间将之淡去。
错过的也许不能再回头，将来的事也没有人知道。把握仅有的每一天。
能感受痛，庆幸自己还活着。
加油，每一位。
I don't know how people look at me and think about me.
Perhaps they dislike me n they hate me.
But i really can't do anything more.
As I always said the best speech is silence.
I had seen too much in this month. And my heart aching everyday.
I know life goes on n I need to move on.
Families and friends are the one supporting me.
If things are fated to happen, it bound to happen.
Please stay strong everyone.
I always love to ask If... But I know there is no if in my life.
Skipping this IF. Live at this moment. I need to love myself to love others.
The most complicated things in world can b a relationship.
We human complicate things.
But it actually starts from the simplest form of love,
That I really call it true love.
-the never ending moon languages-
生命无法重来。机会不是每次都有。每一件事情的发生，不管是好的坏的，都是人生宝贵的一刻。
发生过的，并不能改变。因为时间不会逆转。
未能忘记，不能放下，无法接受。只能让时间将之淡去。
错过的也许不能再回头，将来的事也没有人知道。把握仅有的每一天。
能感受痛，庆幸自己还活着。
加油，每一位。
Monday, October 24, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
9月末端
早安你好！我告诉自己要起码睡6个小时，却只睡了4小时！又是早起的时候了！又有时间来blog一会儿！
有时真想自己是机器人，按一按钮，就能掌控自己的一举一动，也能遥控他人！我又活在我的机器人世界了!我不能喊停！人家说累了，该是时候放慢脚步，透透气在出发，而我知道时候还未到。。不能停。。。。会不会是我停下的时候就是我死去的时候呢？有句话说，in the long run, all is dead.这样辛苦干嘛 。。而我觉得我还能够在死之前做很多事啊。。
chapter 1
在youtube刚看完达人秀，看见了小小年纪的孩童表演，年纪迈老的也有，年龄无界限。。而每一位上台演出时都展现了最美的一刻，管他唱歌五音不全还是烂的惨不忍睹，或是没有才华，我看见最美的是他们的勇气。也看见最真挚的心。最感动的一刻是当看见有些参赛者悼念在天国的亲人时唱的歌，那股味道，那种眼神，蕴藏着无比的思念，叫人心酸！而不久之前，朋友的爸爸不幸去世了，我看见她的悲伤，也看见她如何慢慢走出悲伤，我看几了她的坚强。。而她告诉我放手是一种最美丽的幸福！
to b continueddd
有时真想自己是机器人，按一按钮，就能掌控自己的一举一动，也能遥控他人！我又活在我的机器人世界了!我不能喊停！人家说累了，该是时候放慢脚步，透透气在出发，而我知道时候还未到。。不能停。。。。会不会是我停下的时候就是我死去的时候呢？有句话说，in the long run, all is dead.这样辛苦干嘛 。。而我觉得我还能够在死之前做很多事啊。。
chapter 1
在youtube刚看完达人秀，看见了小小年纪的孩童表演，年纪迈老的也有，年龄无界限。。而每一位上台演出时都展现了最美的一刻，管他唱歌五音不全还是烂的惨不忍睹，或是没有才华，我看见最美的是他们的勇气。也看见最真挚的心。最感动的一刻是当看见有些参赛者悼念在天国的亲人时唱的歌，那股味道，那种眼神，蕴藏着无比的思念，叫人心酸！而不久之前，朋友的爸爸不幸去世了，我看见她的悲伤，也看见她如何慢慢走出悲伤，我看几了她的坚强。。而她告诉我放手是一种最美丽的幸福！
to b continueddd
Thursday, September 15, 2011
morning
chapter 1
yes, i'm taking some steps and trying to make myself sleep earlier. and i found a good way,switch off my phone sharp at 12am and off the lightsss. ( bt sometimes jz cant kick off the habit and continue surfing withouht lights on, heeheee, this is the reason y my myopia is getting worst.) used to play with my phone every night before going to bed and thus dragging my time.. went to library borrow some books on time management and thought it might help..hmmm, maybe it helped a little?and i'm still haven't finished reading it...LOL..will update again and apply the method to c how can i improve myself in time management.
but i learnt somethingggg..
i really cannot give u the formula for success. but i can give u the formula for failure. it's this : try to please everyone.
i seriously raising hand n leg n agree with this statement! r u actually doing this??
sometimes have u ever feel hard to say NO to something?
just some thoughts to share to reject in a nice way....
1. i'd really like to bt i'm afraid i can't. u don't need excuses while saying NO
2. i can't do it bt i can ask someone to help u...
3. let me check my schedule before i giv u an answer.
4. i'll b glad to help bt make sure u........
5. (sounds a bit harsh) i don't think that would b the best use of my time.
heeheee what do u think?
waking up ard 6.45am and it really feels good, i guess i'm a morning person.bt in order to do this i mz hav enuff sleep (perhaps 7 hrs a day for me)? the best thing of waking up early is at least i can spend time blogging, YOUTUBE-ing...which i find these 2 activities are actually quite time consuming..or WASTING? (maybe)....
chapter 2
我刚发现新大陆！不小心之下，“认识”了韦礼安。。。。他是谁？歌手嘛。。。对，无意中听过了他的歌。这首“慢慢等”，让我开始搜索他别的歌曲。还算是新人吧，没有成熟的歌声，当然不能与张学友，陈奕迅相比，但就是喜欢他的风格。尤其是他那轻快的吉他旋律。。我又想学吉他了。。。哈哈（有时间才说吧！）
第一次听见他这首歌。。
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ＳＨＵＴ ＵＰ ＡＮＤ ＥＮＪＯＹ ＴＨＥ ＭＵＳＩＣ！
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chapter 3
变？改变是好事还是坏事？
以前不喜欢听张惠妹的歌，可是最近爱上了。
一成不变好吗？某些事，某些人，某些时候，都会变。因为我长大了。
我长高了。我长皱纹了。我也变了。
来听听阿妹的掉了吧！
something to share.
not everthing u face can b changed bt everthing u change mz first b faced.
if i change my thinking, i'll change my feelings.
if i change my feelings, i'll change my actions,
if i change my actions, i'll change my life.
chapter 4
my another lousy video...
have a good day to myself.
yes, i'm taking some steps and trying to make myself sleep earlier. and i found a good way,switch off my phone sharp at 12am and off the lightsss. ( bt sometimes jz cant kick off the habit and continue surfing withouht lights on, heeheee, this is the reason y my myopia is getting worst.) used to play with my phone every night before going to bed and thus dragging my time.. went to library borrow some books on time management and thought it might help..hmmm, maybe it helped a little?and i'm still haven't finished reading it...LOL..will update again and apply the method to c how can i improve myself in time management.
but i learnt somethingggg..
i really cannot give u the formula for success. but i can give u the formula for failure. it's this : try to please everyone.
i seriously raising hand n leg n agree with this statement! r u actually doing this??
sometimes have u ever feel hard to say NO to something?
just some thoughts to share to reject in a nice way....
1. i'd really like to bt i'm afraid i can't. u don't need excuses while saying NO
2. i can't do it bt i can ask someone to help u...
3. let me check my schedule before i giv u an answer.
4. i'll b glad to help bt make sure u........
5. (sounds a bit harsh) i don't think that would b the best use of my time.
heeheee what do u think?
waking up ard 6.45am and it really feels good, i guess i'm a morning person.bt in order to do this i mz hav enuff sleep (perhaps 7 hrs a day for me)? the best thing of waking up early is at least i can spend time blogging, YOUTUBE-ing...which i find these 2 activities are actually quite time consuming..or WASTING? (maybe)....
chapter 2
我刚发现新大陆！不小心之下，“认识”了韦礼安。。。。他是谁？歌手嘛。。。对，无意中听过了他的歌。这首“慢慢等”，让我开始搜索他别的歌曲。还算是新人吧，没有成熟的歌声，当然不能与张学友，陈奕迅相比，但就是喜欢他的风格。尤其是他那轻快的吉他旋律。。我又想学吉他了。。。哈哈（有时间才说吧！）
第一次听见他这首歌。。
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ஜ۩۞۩ஜ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
ＳＨＵＴ ＵＰ ＡＮＤ ＥＮＪＯＹ ＴＨＥ ＭＵＳＩＣ！
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ஜ۩۞۩ஜ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
chapter 3
变？改变是好事还是坏事？
以前不喜欢听张惠妹的歌，可是最近爱上了。
一成不变好吗？某些事，某些人，某些时候，都会变。因为我长大了。
我长高了。我长皱纹了。我也变了。
来听听阿妹的掉了吧！
something to share.
not everthing u face can b changed bt everthing u change mz first b faced.
if i change my thinking, i'll change my feelings.
if i change my feelings, i'll change my actions,
if i change my actions, i'll change my life.
chapter 4
my another lousy video...
have a good day to myself.
Friday, September 9, 2011
first post in september
chapter 1
累了睏了却不想入睡
痛了哭了醒了依然还能像昨天吗
每一句问候都是真心
也希望你能过得好一点
似有似无的感觉 不实在 不真实
拥有过却好像没有得到过
失去过遗忘过却又好像回来过
夜深人静时我总是一个人过
不是两个人在一起就是幸福
不是在一起就代表快乐
你庆幸我在你生命留下笔迹
还是希望我从未出现过？
我听着张学友，陈奕迅的歌，配上林夕的一流歌词，每一字都很贴切，是你的感受，还是我的呢？
chapter 2
我真的好累，这整个星期都要一早出门补课，上课，教课。又是老师，又是学生，每天种种角色都让人累透了。时间颠倒，乱七八糟依然保持原状，不是不要改变，而是环境所逼。。。新的课程，新的导师。。又是新学期要忙的事了。超爱上marketing这一堂课。不知是lecturer有趣，还是module有趣，也许两样皆重要吧。就是爱上了这一堂课，也让我更了解身为一位导师该具备的条件。我想我需要像他学习，多多改进。一位好老师，能改变一个人，他的学生。我希望我每一个学生上完我的课，是期待下一堂课的到来，而不是皱眉头上我的课，急着回家，或是被强逼来的。。我自问不是好老师，所以总想赶紧辞职，未免教坏下一代。为什么我不尝试再做好一点，而是辞职呢？我根本就不喜欢我在做的工作呀！再用心，再费尽心，也只有那么一点。。
chapter 3
时间过得真的很快，也许生活太充实了吧，忙得团团转，又9月了，又是凌晨12.44，才吃过晚餐，冲完凉，才blog一下，又是时候睡觉了。报纸叠得高高的没有时间读，iphone的apps for news也没时间看。我才领着微薄的薪水，却比亿万富翁还要忙！讽刺！妹妹早就睡了，想开着灯，但又不能。。我也和妹妹约定若我迟睡将被罚钱。。你看，我还不是照旧！扭伤脚，膝盖又风湿痛！我真的老了！跌倒擦伤的伤口久久还未复原。新陈代谢变慢了。。瘀青也迟迟未散。。眼袋眼圈。。你提出来的，我都有。。变得如此烂透！酗酒，熬夜，我是要如此颓废吗？i'm ruining my life since dunnnooo whenn...
i am feeling sick and i have to force myself to sleep...had not been sleeping soundly for quite some time..wishing myself can have a good night rest.
good night to myself.
i love myself. :)
累了睏了却不想入睡
痛了哭了醒了依然还能像昨天吗
每一句问候都是真心
也希望你能过得好一点
似有似无的感觉 不实在 不真实
拥有过却好像没有得到过
失去过遗忘过却又好像回来过
夜深人静时我总是一个人过
不是两个人在一起就是幸福
不是在一起就代表快乐
你庆幸我在你生命留下笔迹
还是希望我从未出现过？
我听着张学友，陈奕迅的歌，配上林夕的一流歌词，每一字都很贴切，是你的感受，还是我的呢？
chapter 2
我真的好累，这整个星期都要一早出门补课，上课，教课。又是老师，又是学生，每天种种角色都让人累透了。时间颠倒，乱七八糟依然保持原状，不是不要改变，而是环境所逼。。。新的课程，新的导师。。又是新学期要忙的事了。超爱上marketing这一堂课。不知是lecturer有趣，还是module有趣，也许两样皆重要吧。就是爱上了这一堂课，也让我更了解身为一位导师该具备的条件。我想我需要像他学习，多多改进。一位好老师，能改变一个人，他的学生。我希望我每一个学生上完我的课，是期待下一堂课的到来，而不是皱眉头上我的课，急着回家，或是被强逼来的。。我自问不是好老师，所以总想赶紧辞职，未免教坏下一代。为什么我不尝试再做好一点，而是辞职呢？我根本就不喜欢我在做的工作呀！再用心，再费尽心，也只有那么一点。。
chapter 3
时间过得真的很快，也许生活太充实了吧，忙得团团转，又9月了，又是凌晨12.44，才吃过晚餐，冲完凉，才blog一下，又是时候睡觉了。报纸叠得高高的没有时间读，iphone的apps for news也没时间看。我才领着微薄的薪水，却比亿万富翁还要忙！讽刺！妹妹早就睡了，想开着灯，但又不能。。我也和妹妹约定若我迟睡将被罚钱。。你看，我还不是照旧！扭伤脚，膝盖又风湿痛！我真的老了！跌倒擦伤的伤口久久还未复原。新陈代谢变慢了。。瘀青也迟迟未散。。眼袋眼圈。。你提出来的，我都有。。变得如此烂透！酗酒，熬夜，我是要如此颓废吗？i'm ruining my life since dunnnooo whenn...
i am feeling sick and i have to force myself to sleep...had not been sleeping soundly for quite some time..wishing myself can have a good night rest.
good night to myself.
i love myself. :)
Friday, August 19, 2011
i want holidayssssssssss
chapter 1
i wan holidays. i want breaksss.. i want no work in my lifeeeeeeeeeee.
sick of the everyday working lifeeeee.which i dont reali enjoy what i'm doing....i gonna tell myself again " it's ok!!! just endure for few more yearssss!!!!!"
all de places poppping in my minddd...GReeeecee, Santorini,Mykonosss!! i wannna go.i wan my own private villla.damn, when will it b. counting down the dayss!! too many stuffs on my lists.grrrr.
work hard.study hard. play hard. and DREAM hard. u have a dream, u have a hope. and u will work hard to achieve your dream.
chapter 2
20世纪，恋爱自由。错错错，一旦恋爱了，哪有自由？人说自由恋爱，我倒认为恋爱了就不再自由！反而是偏爱自由！这并不是不负责任。只不过还未做好准备呀！看见情侣甜蜜，你会羡慕，自己也想找个伴，看见情侣吵架，意见分歧，就说爱情麻烦！爱可是一门学问，没时间的人，还是奉劝一句，别把爱情开玩笑！
我最近超忙了！不是瞎忙，这次可是真忙！ 我希望能真抽多点时间在BLOG呢。。。。！
又得赶着上班了。。。TMD！！！
i wan holidays. i want breaksss.. i want no work in my lifeeeeeeeeeee.
sick of the everyday working lifeeeee.which i dont reali enjoy what i'm doing....i gonna tell myself again " it's ok!!! just endure for few more yearssss!!!!!"
all de places poppping in my minddd...GReeeecee, Santorini,Mykonosss!! i wannna go.i wan my own private villla.damn, when will it b. counting down the dayss!! too many stuffs on my lists.grrrr.
work hard.study hard. play hard. and DREAM hard. u have a dream, u have a hope. and u will work hard to achieve your dream.
chapter 2
20世纪，恋爱自由。错错错，一旦恋爱了，哪有自由？人说自由恋爱，我倒认为恋爱了就不再自由！反而是偏爱自由！这并不是不负责任。只不过还未做好准备呀！看见情侣甜蜜，你会羡慕，自己也想找个伴，看见情侣吵架，意见分歧，就说爱情麻烦！爱可是一门学问，没时间的人，还是奉劝一句，别把爱情开玩笑！
我最近超忙了！不是瞎忙，这次可是真忙！ 我希望能真抽多点时间在BLOG呢。。。。！
又得赶着上班了。。。TMD！！！
Friday, August 5, 2011
我不会爱
为什么人生就因为爱而烦？爱情并不是唯一。我相信爱情，但我不需拥有爱情。
发生了很多事，就好像上演了一大出戏一样，剧情超夸张。简略来说，因由我而起。我伤害了每一个生边爱我的，喜欢我的，我到底怎么了？
我也许不负责任，不管，不听，不理，不看，我只想什么都不要。
人生就是寂寞的。我失去了自己，我不知道我在做什么，我不想牵连我所爱的人来承受我的任性，无奈，优柔寡断。
我依然一个人，依然感觉寂寞。只不过，寂寞并不可怕。
很累。真的很累。
很抱歉。到后来才发觉我不会爱。
回到原点，回到一个人。
爱，并不可怕。我相信爱永远是最美好的。只不过我已不会再爱了。
发生了很多事，就好像上演了一大出戏一样，剧情超夸张。简略来说，因由我而起。我伤害了每一个生边爱我的，喜欢我的，我到底怎么了？
我也许不负责任，不管，不听，不理，不看，我只想什么都不要。
人生就是寂寞的。我失去了自己，我不知道我在做什么，我不想牵连我所爱的人来承受我的任性，无奈，优柔寡断。
我依然一个人，依然感觉寂寞。只不过，寂寞并不可怕。
很累。真的很累。
很抱歉。到后来才发觉我不会爱。
回到原点，回到一个人。
爱，并不可怕。我相信爱永远是最美好的。只不过我已不会再爱了。
Friday, July 22, 2011
要。不要。
我不知道这是不是我想要
但我知道你其实并不要
我以为 我可以
只是某种因素觉得我还需要
我谁都不要 谁都不找
因为不想让你们看到
只想躲在门边的一角
伪装并不能忘记那味道
曾有多次为你懊恼
但时候已来到
我不能不放掉
一切是否能回到
我们绕过的跑道
我只能留在心中
做自己的问号
i dont feeel good again, damn it. but i have to move on.
但我知道你其实并不要
我以为 我可以
只是某种因素觉得我还需要
我谁都不要 谁都不找
因为不想让你们看到
只想躲在门边的一角
伪装并不能忘记那味道
曾有多次为你懊恼
但时候已来到
我不能不放掉
一切是否能回到
我们绕过的跑道
我只能留在心中
做自己的问号
i dont feeel good again, damn it. but i have to move on.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
july is july
chapter 1
yea, my birthday month!! 最开心的就是生日的月份！以前上学，总喜欢在朋友面前倒数自己的生日日期！朋友也嫌烦了，生日而已嘛。。。哪倒不是，生日对我来说很重要，很兴奋！我也搞不懂为什么！朋友生日对我来说也很重要，也替他们兴奋！
想到生日，想到七月，又过了大半年！我来新的日子也整5至6年了，我看见了这国家的变化，发展速度！从经济萧条的recession时段，到辉煌的今天，gdp在不断上升，inflation的开始，人们又开始投诉或直喊“贵”了！对国家是好，但又加重负担啦！COE的价格不断攀升，还有多少人要买汽车呀！奇怪的是，新加坡也蛮多有钱人了。。~~正对比的是，我看见了自己的失败，国家变，我却依旧不变。唯一变的就是修读课程，难道这真的是在变吗。。啊，我也不懂！连祖国都在变，人么都在搞bersih，反政府了。。我到底在做什么，我要什么？
吃，喝。玩。乐，是每个人都想要的！没钱哪来享乐，没工作哪来找钱？如果我赚钱只为了这样未免太肤浅了！到底人生是什么，还有什么需要去探索的呢？有一天搭的士时，听见司机开着佛歌（纯音乐），心里好平静。开始与他闲聊起来。我并不是那种很爱听佛经的人，或许你讲太多，我会厌烦，甚至打瞌睡的，只不过有些时候，你能悟到一些人生学理。为什么人去修行，念佛？因为要探讨真理，想揭其奥秘。而那最高境界有是何等奥妙的事？到最后，一切都只不过如此，最纯粹的，最简单，最原始的，就是什么都没有啊。。一个人的欲望是无止境的，你获得了，就一直再追随着，没完没了。而你懂得满足，事情就变得美好，不复杂！
chapter 2
待续。。又在rushhhhhhhhhhh，赶着上班。。
yea, my birthday month!! 最开心的就是生日的月份！以前上学，总喜欢在朋友面前倒数自己的生日日期！朋友也嫌烦了，生日而已嘛。。。哪倒不是，生日对我来说很重要，很兴奋！我也搞不懂为什么！朋友生日对我来说也很重要，也替他们兴奋！
想到生日，想到七月，又过了大半年！我来新的日子也整5至6年了，我看见了这国家的变化，发展速度！从经济萧条的recession时段，到辉煌的今天，gdp在不断上升，inflation的开始，人们又开始投诉或直喊“贵”了！对国家是好，但又加重负担啦！COE的价格不断攀升，还有多少人要买汽车呀！奇怪的是，新加坡也蛮多有钱人了。。~~正对比的是，我看见了自己的失败，国家变，我却依旧不变。唯一变的就是修读课程，难道这真的是在变吗。。啊，我也不懂！连祖国都在变，人么都在搞bersih，反政府了。。我到底在做什么，我要什么？
吃，喝。玩。乐，是每个人都想要的！没钱哪来享乐，没工作哪来找钱？如果我赚钱只为了这样未免太肤浅了！到底人生是什么，还有什么需要去探索的呢？有一天搭的士时，听见司机开着佛歌（纯音乐），心里好平静。开始与他闲聊起来。我并不是那种很爱听佛经的人，或许你讲太多，我会厌烦，甚至打瞌睡的，只不过有些时候，你能悟到一些人生学理。为什么人去修行，念佛？因为要探讨真理，想揭其奥秘。而那最高境界有是何等奥妙的事？到最后，一切都只不过如此，最纯粹的，最简单，最原始的，就是什么都没有啊。。一个人的欲望是无止境的，你获得了，就一直再追随着，没完没了。而你懂得满足，事情就变得美好，不复杂！
chapter 2
待续。。又在rushhhhhhhhhhh，赶着上班。。
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
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如果你需要将喜爱的东西让给人，或是明明喜欢却强迫自己割爱，那种痛是什么痛？
选择只是另一种割爱，就像经济学里的opportunity cost- the next best alternative forgone.
我只想在爱情角度里
留在我的圆圈世界里
无尽头 无止境
可是原来爱情最后成了方形
也因此停顿在边沿了
当你以为拥有了
才发现你真正失去的
你握着的就只那么一点
而剩于的却好比握着的多
其实拥有也不过是失去
每个人心中都有不能说的秘密
心中的困惑烦恼痛苦
我不需和你分担
也不需让你知道
因为原来只有自己才能跟自己说话
我很累，我很糟。对，no rules.我不知道自己在干什么，也不想好好面对自己。每个人都害怕孤单，因为迷失了方向。我对自己太放纵了。
选择只是另一种割爱，就像经济学里的opportunity cost- the next best alternative forgone.
我只想在爱情角度里
留在我的圆圈世界里
无尽头 无止境
可是原来爱情最后成了方形
也因此停顿在边沿了
当你以为拥有了
才发现你真正失去的
你握着的就只那么一点
而剩于的却好比握着的多
其实拥有也不过是失去
每个人心中都有不能说的秘密
心中的困惑烦恼痛苦
我不需和你分担
也不需让你知道
因为原来只有自己才能跟自己说话
我很累，我很糟。对，no rules.我不知道自己在干什么，也不想好好面对自己。每个人都害怕孤单，因为迷失了方向。我对自己太放纵了。
Thursday, May 26, 2011
i need a short getaway!
am i insane? i m so long for holidays....
can't wait anymore, and i have these in my mind.
SIX SENSE SANTUARY PHUKET
http://www.sixsenses.com/SixSensesSanctuary/
go check it out and u will know ..alright, perhaps Bali could be good too but i happened to browse throught this and it really caught my eye and not forget about the price too!! will you spend a bomb on something luxury like spas n retreats or just for a free and easy stay to further countries? well, i like both and sometimes we just have to balance things out. so, is it time for me to go for a relaxation trips? lol, hesitating..as is kind of expensive to me, but if compared to buying luxury brands for handbag, i think i prefer my tripsss. going alone would be..hmmmm...anyone to accompany me???
Eastern and Oriental Express (travel on luxury train)
http://www.takemetoasia.com/luxury-travel-in-asia/eastern-oriental-express/the-train.html
seems like all my progammes are for retiree.so OLD. everything slow in pace..keke. i am actually trying hard to look for someone ( of course among my bestie around my age, maybe) to do all this with me..will they think i am too free and should have just save my $$, be more thrifty..
i suppose to wake up earli in the morning to do a bit of revision, and ended up dreaming bout my tripsssss!! hell no..i really need a break!
can't wait anymore, and i have these in my mind.
SIX SENSE SANTUARY PHUKET
http://www.sixsenses.com/SixSensesSanctuary/
go check it out and u will know ..alright, perhaps Bali could be good too but i happened to browse throught this and it really caught my eye and not forget about the price too!! will you spend a bomb on something luxury like spas n retreats or just for a free and easy stay to further countries? well, i like both and sometimes we just have to balance things out. so, is it time for me to go for a relaxation trips? lol, hesitating..as is kind of expensive to me, but if compared to buying luxury brands for handbag, i think i prefer my tripsss. going alone would be..hmmmm...anyone to accompany me???
Eastern and Oriental Express (travel on luxury train)
http://www.takemetoasia.com/luxury-travel-in-asia/eastern-oriental-express/the-train.html
seems like all my progammes are for retiree.so OLD. everything slow in pace..keke. i am actually trying hard to look for someone ( of course among my bestie around my age, maybe) to do all this with me..will they think i am too free and should have just save my $$, be more thrifty..
i suppose to wake up earli in the morning to do a bit of revision, and ended up dreaming bout my tripsssss!! hell no..i really need a break!
Friday, May 20, 2011
sick of my life.
again, i slept ard 2am last night. and woke up at 9am..well what happened to me? sleeping late and waking up earli? but the moment i have to work in the morning, i just can't help myself to wake up early!
started my new module since 2 weeks ago, and i began to hate financial accounting on the 3rd lesson, though is something very basic, bt to someone that has no background like me to understand all those transactions and debit creditt....it's seems like big task.maybe i'm just too slow.. i hate numbers. and yet i hav to keep chanting " i like it..."! in order to understand better , i think is better to do some review before lecturer starts teaching the new chapter. thanks to faye(my bestie-my TUTOR) for guilding and please be prepared for upcoming lessonss..
i'm happy tht someone from our gang made a change to her life..should say more than one..
firstly, San, will b returning to Sg and start her teaching lifes in school. WE believe in you and as i always said, live with no regrets. i think u've made a right choice. but we will never know until the day u start work.
2ndly, Mei has ended her rlts with JH and hoping she gets a better man..幸福是要争取的。
3rdly, YW got her new bangs, new start! thought is tiring working and you may not like your working environment, but it actuali train you to be stronger. ( strong in convincing that u can do it) wahaha.. well, i hate my jobs too, i dislike my working hours too, as busy as bee? no, i'm busier than a bee. but i still make myself blogging here cuz i just wana escape a while from the BUSY--NESSS. sometimes it's okay to let things undone, but u'll be really fucked up after that. well , so what? ..
enjoy in wasting time means the time is not wasted.
FAYE...i will pray for u n bless u, hope u got yr job asap..it's hard for a fresh grad bt i think there is always chances. must be observant and don't let the chance slip away... don't be upset if u can't get any jobs, come home for good...Msia n Sg is waiting for u.
i'm still considering Perth or Hong kong..if i were to attend yr convo i gotta take leave from company cuz is sunday,i only have break from monday to thursday. Y is it so hard to apply for leave? cuz i have no time to do make up lesson for my student, and once i hav no time, the boss will just disapprove!! ishhhh, cuz i took a day leave in july for my Bday!! i still haven't had a chance to go margaret river.....!!!!!!!
let's not talk bout all this, june is coming soooon! and i have no break.. busy with test, examss, projects again. hmmm..
so sick of my lifeeee!
started my new module since 2 weeks ago, and i began to hate financial accounting on the 3rd lesson, though is something very basic, bt to someone that has no background like me to understand all those transactions and debit creditt....it's seems like big task.maybe i'm just too slow.. i hate numbers. and yet i hav to keep chanting " i like it..."! in order to understand better , i think is better to do some review before lecturer starts teaching the new chapter. thanks to faye(my bestie-my TUTOR) for guilding and please be prepared for upcoming lessonss..
i'm happy tht someone from our gang made a change to her life..should say more than one..
firstly, San, will b returning to Sg and start her teaching lifes in school. WE believe in you and as i always said, live with no regrets. i think u've made a right choice. but we will never know until the day u start work.
2ndly, Mei has ended her rlts with JH and hoping she gets a better man..幸福是要争取的。
3rdly, YW got her new bangs, new start! thought is tiring working and you may not like your working environment, but it actuali train you to be stronger. ( strong in convincing that u can do it) wahaha.. well, i hate my jobs too, i dislike my working hours too, as busy as bee? no, i'm busier than a bee. but i still make myself blogging here cuz i just wana escape a while from the BUSY--NESSS. sometimes it's okay to let things undone, but u'll be really fucked up after that. well , so what? ..
enjoy in wasting time means the time is not wasted.
FAYE...i will pray for u n bless u, hope u got yr job asap..it's hard for a fresh grad bt i think there is always chances. must be observant and don't let the chance slip away... don't be upset if u can't get any jobs, come home for good...Msia n Sg is waiting for u.
i'm still considering Perth or Hong kong..if i were to attend yr convo i gotta take leave from company cuz is sunday,i only have break from monday to thursday. Y is it so hard to apply for leave? cuz i have no time to do make up lesson for my student, and once i hav no time, the boss will just disapprove!! ishhhh, cuz i took a day leave in july for my Bday!! i still haven't had a chance to go margaret river.....!!!!!!!
let's not talk bout all this, june is coming soooon! and i have no break.. busy with test, examss, projects again. hmmm..
so sick of my lifeeee!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
我爱random
今天vesak day假期，但依然要上门教课。。看来我又升级了，迟点我看升仙了！but lucky i taught half day only, after that went for K session. had been craving for it! and guess what,4 person only cost me $57.50, that was cheap! why am i writing post in chinese and english? i mean singlish,haha. cuz the tittle says i love random. well, i used to be a very well organised person, as in everything must follow rules,for example set timing to sleep, set a time frame to read booksss or do things according to my plan.. n now seems like i'm going messy..and live without ruless..should i say is a good thing?? life is so fucked up!! had been out for drinking for the past few days..Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon, and Tues (the k session)..sometimes going out too many days in a row can be quite sickening for someone like me to love stay home..yea, but i choose to go out because i think friends are equally important to me too! i just have to make sure i can handle myself properly..hehe..and there is always a way to say NO...
i think i need a lot of sleeps starting tomorrow, i need my life back...i had been sleeping at 2 or 3 plus am recently..not insomnia, but too many outing. or i just ate too full till i cant fall asleep..waiting for my hair to dry.. and now i gonna start some random post again..
random 篇2
什么是爱情？我又来谈爱情了。总是对这门话题没完没了。。时常有不同的见解。。
原来喜欢上一个人，是没有对错的。喜欢不是罪。喜欢上不喜欢自己的人是何等痛苦，但没有人能阻止一个人的情绪。我不能控制你，遥控你，因为原来喜欢也是一种自由。。
今天的你依然保留着原来的昨天
看见你 让我看见了春天
只想走在你身后 等你发现
希望你能转身 向我一面
爱情从来不分对于错
而我们却总是擦身而过
没有想过会有收获
不会躲也不会难过
-incomplete-
gosh....i can't think of any words that rhymess anymoreee. i just can't complete this, well just make it a full stop. .just leave it this way.. wahaha.
i think i need a lot of sleeps starting tomorrow, i need my life back...i had been sleeping at 2 or 3 plus am recently..not insomnia, but too many outing. or i just ate too full till i cant fall asleep..waiting for my hair to dry.. and now i gonna start some random post again..
random 篇2
什么是爱情？我又来谈爱情了。总是对这门话题没完没了。。时常有不同的见解。。
原来喜欢上一个人，是没有对错的。喜欢不是罪。喜欢上不喜欢自己的人是何等痛苦，但没有人能阻止一个人的情绪。我不能控制你，遥控你，因为原来喜欢也是一种自由。。
今天的你依然保留着原来的昨天
看见你 让我看见了春天
只想走在你身后 等你发现
希望你能转身 向我一面
爱情从来不分对于错
而我们却总是擦身而过
没有想过会有收获
不会躲也不会难过
-incomplete-
gosh....i can't think of any words that rhymess anymoreee. i just can't complete this, well just make it a full stop. .just leave it this way.. wahaha.
Monday, May 9, 2011
say hello to may
有时候，一开始写第一句时，就忘了不知怎该写下去。原先都还有很多点子，但静静坐下时，大脑变迟钝了。也许天气太热吧！最近不知怎么搞的，天气就像疯了似，非常酷热，出门在外简直像进了烤炉一样，热腾腾的。。搞不好中暑就惨了。。要冷气的时候偏偏就没有。。救命！
random篇1
患上老人病。。风湿了。膝盖痛，走路久了又痛，上楼梯也痛。大概出自于50岁以上的老人家口中吧！可不是呢，年纪轻轻的我全都中了，万字头奖也没那么准！我跑去看中医，而他建议我尽量早睡早起，（sounds like mission impossible )，需要运动，促进血液循环。这怎么可能？我不但没有早睡，反而变本加厉。。越来越“早”，根本就不像话了。他还建议我去针灸。。建议挺好，可是去哪里找好的医师呢？为什么会风湿？妈妈说我时常太夜冲凉的关系，在冷气房时常穿短裙造成的。真的那么严重吗？到了此刻也不得不相信了。。晚上睡觉尽量穿长裤以保护膝盖，然后再涂上风湿有才入睡。。我感觉自己超老哦！天气热，穿长裤，让对面同屋的房客看见，还以为我发神经！
random篇2
浪费时间，浪费金钱，浪费青春，浪费生命！应该是我现在的状态吧。
24岁的生活是怎样的呢？工作，读书，周末狂欢，就是生活了吗？最近周末不是电影，吃喝，就是夜店！喝。。喝。。喝酒。。为什么要喝？原来我只是一个无聊寂寞的城市人。不想面对一个人独处的时间吧，难道这样围绕在朋友的身边就充实了吗？我浪费了多少时间在消遣呢？其实不很多，除了忙工作及读书的时间，剩下的就与朋友约会咯。可以说减压吧。娱乐自己的方法。。因为除了工作还是工作，加上读书。。我能挨多久呢？
random篇3
之前video了我自弹唱版最爱，淘汰。。可是upload failed！也许我的版本还未upload就被淘汰。。TMD（他妈的）-我刚学的简略语。听了几百万遍都不腻！或许某些歌让你留下某种回忆，那神奇效应牢牢把你绑在回忆里。
to b continued..
random篇1
患上老人病。。风湿了。膝盖痛，走路久了又痛，上楼梯也痛。大概出自于50岁以上的老人家口中吧！可不是呢，年纪轻轻的我全都中了，万字头奖也没那么准！我跑去看中医，而他建议我尽量早睡早起，（sounds like mission impossible )，需要运动，促进血液循环。这怎么可能？我不但没有早睡，反而变本加厉。。越来越“早”，根本就不像话了。他还建议我去针灸。。建议挺好，可是去哪里找好的医师呢？为什么会风湿？妈妈说我时常太夜冲凉的关系，在冷气房时常穿短裙造成的。真的那么严重吗？到了此刻也不得不相信了。。晚上睡觉尽量穿长裤以保护膝盖，然后再涂上风湿有才入睡。。我感觉自己超老哦！天气热，穿长裤，让对面同屋的房客看见，还以为我发神经！
random篇2
浪费时间，浪费金钱，浪费青春，浪费生命！应该是我现在的状态吧。
24岁的生活是怎样的呢？工作，读书，周末狂欢，就是生活了吗？最近周末不是电影，吃喝，就是夜店！喝。。喝。。喝酒。。为什么要喝？原来我只是一个无聊寂寞的城市人。不想面对一个人独处的时间吧，难道这样围绕在朋友的身边就充实了吗？我浪费了多少时间在消遣呢？其实不很多，除了忙工作及读书的时间，剩下的就与朋友约会咯。可以说减压吧。娱乐自己的方法。。因为除了工作还是工作，加上读书。。我能挨多久呢？
random篇3
之前video了我自弹唱版最爱，淘汰。。可是upload failed！也许我的版本还未upload就被淘汰。。TMD（他妈的）-我刚学的简略语。听了几百万遍都不腻！或许某些歌让你留下某种回忆，那神奇效应牢牢把你绑在回忆里。
to b continued..
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
4月的某一天。
刚刚发觉原来我整个4月份没有写blog了，还好今天并不是4月份的最后一天。前几天就是想提早起身来写blog，但却偏偏起不了身，反而现在闲着，就好好利用这时间吧。
突然看见在blog的左边留言格里，多了很多留言，是spam吗？还是真的有人浏览我的page？感觉不对劲呢，怎么可能别人看得见呢？有人那么无聊来看我写的无聊篇嘛？我写blog也纯粹为了发泄，减压，了解自己，检讨自己，就像是自给的“日记心声”吧，不不不，“月记”，才对，一个月才几篇！
就在上个星期四，认识了好多朋友，全都是日本人和韩国人，是在参与了日本老师的小聚会而结识的，然而相约吃饭的机会也多了。原来他们全都是expat，在新加坡工作。而喜欢找吃的我，不怕没有人陪了！
4月。。。。考试已完了，接下来5月的new module也将开始，希望能跟得上吧。越来越忙，几乎每天在工作，off day也上门教钢琴。。排得满满的，为了什么？$$$$这么重要吗？对，目前对我来说是，所以我知道我的目标是什么，我要的是什么，再辛苦我也不怨。时间很快过的。。（我还嫌不够呢），挨多几年，再撑下去吧！可是怕的是什么呢？我怕有一天突然猝死。。就犹如报章上时常看几某某人在睡梦中走了，某某人突然不知为何倒地，也跟着升天了。。再不然超劳过度，累死了。。。我要为自己加油噢！要保持健康平衡的生活作息才能！
但很难啊。。想找一些私人空间休息都没有。。（是借口吗？）好友刚毕业，踏入社会工作不久，就听她说好累，比读书还要累，因为得每天准时早起上班。那我又要忙工作，忙读书，忙吃喝玩乐，。。。真的不敢想象我能做到。。不过，我的身体功能好像老人家一样。。机器样样坏。。皱纹也多几百条。。！有时累坏时，真想辞职不干！做自己不喜欢的工作是何等折磨。。。！！唉。。。。！
再过几天又回怡保。（劳动节假期）是时候看医生了。。膝盖又痛！风湿还是没有了胶原蛋白质？二十几来岁就脚痛。在多几年。。难以想象。。！
突然看见在blog的左边留言格里，多了很多留言，是spam吗？还是真的有人浏览我的page？感觉不对劲呢，怎么可能别人看得见呢？有人那么无聊来看我写的无聊篇嘛？我写blog也纯粹为了发泄，减压，了解自己，检讨自己，就像是自给的“日记心声”吧，不不不，“月记”，才对，一个月才几篇！
就在上个星期四，认识了好多朋友，全都是日本人和韩国人，是在参与了日本老师的小聚会而结识的，然而相约吃饭的机会也多了。原来他们全都是expat，在新加坡工作。而喜欢找吃的我，不怕没有人陪了！
4月。。。。考试已完了，接下来5月的new module也将开始，希望能跟得上吧。越来越忙，几乎每天在工作，off day也上门教钢琴。。排得满满的，为了什么？$$$$这么重要吗？对，目前对我来说是，所以我知道我的目标是什么，我要的是什么，再辛苦我也不怨。时间很快过的。。（我还嫌不够呢），挨多几年，再撑下去吧！可是怕的是什么呢？我怕有一天突然猝死。。就犹如报章上时常看几某某人在睡梦中走了，某某人突然不知为何倒地，也跟着升天了。。再不然超劳过度，累死了。。。我要为自己加油噢！要保持健康平衡的生活作息才能！
但很难啊。。想找一些私人空间休息都没有。。（是借口吗？）好友刚毕业，踏入社会工作不久，就听她说好累，比读书还要累，因为得每天准时早起上班。那我又要忙工作，忙读书，忙吃喝玩乐，。。。真的不敢想象我能做到。。不过，我的身体功能好像老人家一样。。机器样样坏。。皱纹也多几百条。。！有时累坏时，真想辞职不干！做自己不喜欢的工作是何等折磨。。。！！唉。。。。！
再过几天又回怡保。（劳动节假期）是时候看医生了。。膝盖又痛！风湿还是没有了胶原蛋白质？二十几来岁就脚痛。在多几年。。难以想象。。！
Thursday, March 31, 2011
3月份的最后一天！
home sweet home! back to my home,surrouded by my dogs..meeting up friends.nothing could be better than this, enjoying the art of doing nothing! no works, no rushing here and there, that's what i called R-E-S-T. perhaps jut an excuse for procastination. i shouldn't had rest again as i just came back from my holiday! the shop-till-you-drop Hong Kong trip!! muahahaa..didn't really spent a bomb there but the shopping part was fantastic! so basically, my daily routine while resting is, waking up in the morning, singing K. there is this karaoke set in my home (my sis is the future singer..wuahahaha) hmmm pity the neighbourss, arouse by my sweeet voice! then will be freee for the whole day. driving my car, be my sis's driver..hmm..aren't i suppose to study for my exam？what's the point to bring back my text book?
alright, i am going to start my revision later. *cross finger*!!!
isn't it weird that i'm typing in english?? yes forcing myself to do that, so that i won't forget this language! english. yup, nowadays we hadrly speak or write proper english. what we are using are merely Singlish or Manglish. it seems that is the trend already. even blacks n whites use their short form, internet words too...you have to catch up with the latest trendy words orelse you will be way outdated! i have to spend time googling internet words which i take so long to understand, like ROFL..hahaah..and there are actually a long list of these 20th century words! really OMG!! though mine are not good english, but at least i am trying hard to do my part well. my exam is coming soon, and is just another week to go! god damn it. is english paper. have to write essay, do summary!!!! hmmm, what a task！learning language is fun, but applying it will be something different! but practices make perfect! even if is not perfect, it will still be better ( i guess) as long as it will not go practices make worst...-.-" blogging is part of my procastination....shooooo, better stop here, and continue someday when i'm emo...kekeeke.
alright, i am going to start my revision later. *cross finger*!!!
isn't it weird that i'm typing in english?? yes forcing myself to do that, so that i won't forget this language! english. yup, nowadays we hadrly speak or write proper english. what we are using are merely Singlish or Manglish. it seems that is the trend already. even blacks n whites use their short form, internet words too...you have to catch up with the latest trendy words orelse you will be way outdated! i have to spend time googling internet words which i take so long to understand, like ROFL..hahaah..and there are actually a long list of these 20th century words! really OMG!! though mine are not good english, but at least i am trying hard to do my part well. my exam is coming soon, and is just another week to go! god damn it. is english paper. have to write essay, do summary!!!! hmmm, what a task！learning language is fun, but applying it will be something different! but practices make perfect! even if is not perfect, it will still be better ( i guess) as long as it will not go practices make worst...-.-" blogging is part of my procastination....shooooo, better stop here, and continue someday when i'm emo...kekeeke.
Monday, March 7, 2011
randomly..
chapter 1
不要问我是一个怎样的人，因为我也不了解自己！我就是哪种心情起伏大起大落的人！有时你还真以为我从疯人院释放出来的呢!认真起来，野蛮霸道起来，放纵任性时，你恨不得想把我掐死！心情容易被环境渲染！看见你笑，我未必会笑；但看见你哭，我一定比你哭得还厉害！最讨厌看感人流泪伤感的电影，因为不喜欢酸溜溜的心情！
好友来信息说她在emo-ing。哭了好久，虽然不知道真正原因，但我想她心情一定很不好受，也许压力很大吧！你离我太远了，要不然我会陪你一起哭，紧抱着你，再带你去吃吃吃。。hehe..EMO!什么叫emo?时不时都会有人说我在emo..这词汇已越来越普遍了，我也常用，管它真正的意思！对我来说，就是闹情绪！情感线交错了，犹如“搭错电线”的感觉，整个脑子stuck.什么也不想做，不愿想！ 除了宁静能让我好过，最近发现相反的“吵闹”也能让心情好起来！我指的是沉醉在大声，吵闹，好的音乐里！music really heal ones soul..
chapter 2
在fb里看了候佩岑与鲁豫有约的片段，说到“人生其实只不过是一个过程”，对！我很赞同！每一分每一秒，都只不过是过程。你空空手来到这世界，也将空空手离开。所谓名句后半句“我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩”！人生很奥妙，我们无法知道自己的寿命，不知何时会飞来横祸，你我根本无法预测。所以，珍惜眼前的一切，不管是开心的，难过的，悲欢离合，爱或仇恨，都要珍惜！因为我们还活着，还有生命去感受这一切。即时你有千万身家，是个鼎鼎有名的大人物，还是无名小卒，倘若你一死了，什么也不在重要了！
如果在世的每人只想着要开开心心，哪反而它的生命就没那么精彩了！当我们身在逆境时，就是这时刻让我们看见自己最弱的一面。你害怕的，不想面对的，束手无策的。。。你会停留在哪里还是继续前进呢？
chapter 3
死。你怕吗？我怕。但并不代表我每天都要担心几时会死啊。可是对一个癌症病患者来说，如果得知自己的寿命只有短短几个月，哪又是怎样的心情呢？没有一个人想面对，也没有人会想为自己的生命倒数。但是如果明白了生老病死只是一个过程，不要太偏于执著，面对它，反而活得更好。说当然比做容易，可是说的都是事实。要有勇气去面对很艰难，但这就是人生嘛。有些人英年早逝，或突然暴毙，或是更不幸的遇上天灾人祸，哪只有接受命运了。任命不代表低头，每件事的发生都有原因，就如佛学说的因果循环。或许前世的因，带来今世的果。因为我深切相信轮回与报应。
婆婆今年迈进90岁了，因为曾经给算命师批命，说她寿命大概90，所以她每天都很害怕，怕自己时日无多。这一切确实让人看了很心疼。我觉得婆婆的心不好受，也不会快乐，因为她放不下。如果持着这么一颗心继续前进，哪怕每天郁郁寡欢。。蔽出病来！我知道没有人能长命百岁，我只希望她能坦然地面对人生，在还未为生命花上句点时能开开心心渡过每一天!
不要问我是一个怎样的人，因为我也不了解自己！我就是哪种心情起伏大起大落的人！有时你还真以为我从疯人院释放出来的呢!认真起来，野蛮霸道起来，放纵任性时，你恨不得想把我掐死！心情容易被环境渲染！看见你笑，我未必会笑；但看见你哭，我一定比你哭得还厉害！最讨厌看感人流泪伤感的电影，因为不喜欢酸溜溜的心情！
好友来信息说她在emo-ing。哭了好久，虽然不知道真正原因，但我想她心情一定很不好受，也许压力很大吧！你离我太远了，要不然我会陪你一起哭，紧抱着你，再带你去吃吃吃。。hehe..EMO!什么叫emo?时不时都会有人说我在emo..这词汇已越来越普遍了，我也常用，管它真正的意思！对我来说，就是闹情绪！情感线交错了，犹如“搭错电线”的感觉，整个脑子stuck.什么也不想做，不愿想！ 除了宁静能让我好过，最近发现相反的“吵闹”也能让心情好起来！我指的是沉醉在大声，吵闹，好的音乐里！music really heal ones soul..
chapter 2
在fb里看了候佩岑与鲁豫有约的片段，说到“人生其实只不过是一个过程”，对！我很赞同！每一分每一秒，都只不过是过程。你空空手来到这世界，也将空空手离开。所谓名句后半句“我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩”！人生很奥妙，我们无法知道自己的寿命，不知何时会飞来横祸，你我根本无法预测。所以，珍惜眼前的一切，不管是开心的，难过的，悲欢离合，爱或仇恨，都要珍惜！因为我们还活着，还有生命去感受这一切。即时你有千万身家，是个鼎鼎有名的大人物，还是无名小卒，倘若你一死了，什么也不在重要了！
如果在世的每人只想着要开开心心，哪反而它的生命就没那么精彩了！当我们身在逆境时，就是这时刻让我们看见自己最弱的一面。你害怕的，不想面对的，束手无策的。。。你会停留在哪里还是继续前进呢？
chapter 3
死。你怕吗？我怕。但并不代表我每天都要担心几时会死啊。可是对一个癌症病患者来说，如果得知自己的寿命只有短短几个月，哪又是怎样的心情呢？没有一个人想面对，也没有人会想为自己的生命倒数。但是如果明白了生老病死只是一个过程，不要太偏于执著，面对它，反而活得更好。说当然比做容易，可是说的都是事实。要有勇气去面对很艰难，但这就是人生嘛。有些人英年早逝，或突然暴毙，或是更不幸的遇上天灾人祸，哪只有接受命运了。任命不代表低头，每件事的发生都有原因，就如佛学说的因果循环。或许前世的因，带来今世的果。因为我深切相信轮回与报应。
婆婆今年迈进90岁了，因为曾经给算命师批命，说她寿命大概90，所以她每天都很害怕，怕自己时日无多。这一切确实让人看了很心疼。我觉得婆婆的心不好受，也不会快乐，因为她放不下。如果持着这么一颗心继续前进，哪怕每天郁郁寡欢。。蔽出病来！我知道没有人能长命百岁，我只希望她能坦然地面对人生，在还未为生命花上句点时能开开心心渡过每一天!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
1st or march
omg....i had not signed in for a month and there was no post in february! and now it's march!
what had i been doing lately? sleeping late! doing unnecessary stuffs?
时间总是不知不觉流逝。。来检讨上个月是否白过了呢？嗯。。因为农历新年嘛，而且２月只有２８天！加上大概忙着赶ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ及复习吧！应该不算白过。。终于完了，现在在等４月份的考试！这段时期该好好放轻松，旅行回来再来冲！对，我要去玩了！太久没出走，感觉不自在！哈哈！原本想去台湾，但跟团出发的团费太贵了，最后还是改了地点，自助去香港吧，ｉｓ ｔｉｍｅ ｔｏ ｓｈｏｐｐｐｉｎｇ！
两个礼拜前买了ｉｐｈｏｎｅ４，才发觉前所未有的，超棒的ａｐｐｓ，实在太方便了。一向来都是“电子”（ｅｌｅｃｔｒｏｎｉｃｄｅｖｉｃｅｓ）白痴，创祸的机会陆续有来！
我的ｉｐｈｏｎｅ！
最近很多同学都毕业了，是时候踏入社会工作，而我恰好相反。。开始为我的画纸展开起点了，我不知道终点在哪，该怎样去完成我幅画，但第一步已开始了，将要走的路再难，也该走下去！
what had i been doing lately? sleeping late! doing unnecessary stuffs?
时间总是不知不觉流逝。。来检讨上个月是否白过了呢？嗯。。因为农历新年嘛，而且２月只有２８天！加上大概忙着赶ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ及复习吧！应该不算白过。。终于完了，现在在等４月份的考试！这段时期该好好放轻松，旅行回来再来冲！对，我要去玩了！太久没出走，感觉不自在！哈哈！原本想去台湾，但跟团出发的团费太贵了，最后还是改了地点，自助去香港吧，ｉｓ ｔｉｍｅ ｔｏ ｓｈｏｐｐｐｉｎｇ！
两个礼拜前买了ｉｐｈｏｎｅ４，才发觉前所未有的，超棒的ａｐｐｓ，实在太方便了。一向来都是“电子”（ｅｌｅｃｔｒｏｎｉｃｄｅｖｉｃｅｓ）白痴，创祸的机会陆续有来！
我的ｉｐｈｏｎｅ！
最近很多同学都毕业了，是时候踏入社会工作，而我恰好相反。。开始为我的画纸展开起点了，我不知道终点在哪，该怎样去完成我幅画，但第一步已开始了，将要走的路再难，也该走下去！
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
the year of rabbit 2011
又是月尾了，之前忙得不可开交，在赶功课，现在总算有时间了。而我现在的状态是躺在床上，一边打字，一边休息。。对，我生病了。病得五颜六色。想应该是熬了太多晚通宵所致。除了感冒，今早还泻肚子。肌肉酸痛。。很想现在有人替我按摩。。今天是我的休息日，不用上班，所以根本不需请病假，拿MC，但我还得去教补习和上课。。超累！
想要知道即将生病的样子是怎样，看以下照片，我的眼神就能告诉你一切了。。。
还有一个星期就是农历新年了，希望我能赶快康复，要不然将错过很多新年美食了！
当然在此也不忘分享一些新年气氛！the year of rabbit 2011..!
想要知道即将生病的样子是怎样，看以下照片，我的眼神就能告诉你一切了。。。
还有一个星期就是农历新年了，希望我能赶快康复，要不然将错过很多新年美食了！
当然在此也不忘分享一些新年气氛！the year of rabbit 2011..!
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